The eye, the soft machine that lets light in, is the key to growth. Show it new things so the sleeper can awaken and see old things with new eyes. A fixed point amidst the maelstrom, come to rest in your motion. Globes rotating around each other, giving light, hosting life and living sight.

I desire dark elves and androgynous gods free in their bondage submitting only to desire rubbing sliding together in ecstasy

I see the visions of green waters golden lights laughing faces singing voices together in the abundant now

I feel the world blowing past on wheels and sails and wings we move absorbed in the dance of our holiness

I come into this world my righteous inheritance the blood in my veins crackles and joy burns away the mundane

lost in profundities of cloud and sky,
revelatory
in how they hide the distance from me

shaping a space bound by seagull cries
and the gentle rhythm of the waves.

From that dark soil the bright blossom slowly opens outward, fed by and embodying the light of the sun, coloring the world with that eternal mystery…  that beauty, with all its wasteful glory, is possible at all in this harsh dark universe we share and fight over.

Waiting for us just outside these limiting fixations is such a wealth of knowledge, wisdom and beauty that we can scarcely imagine it. But we can unlearn these cultural fixations. We can relax our eyes and let in more of the light. We can cease to hear the words and start to hear the song. We can perceive how all of nature dances, singing a sublime complexity in harmony with the fundamental pulsations of life.

And as we learn how to experience this dance of life, we can feel our body resonate with these primal pulsations of our true nature. We can begin to relax the restraining armour, which we had constructed of our fear and our frustrations.

We realize that we can participate with this vision, we can hear this tune and remember… we are dancing too.

When they blow and fill the sails of the ship of destiny, the path we know is lost and a new direction is embarked upon. We must wait until the winds have settled before we can again read the stars to figure out where we are going and see what new lands that wind has directed us to.

And in excitement, tempered a little with humbleness, we turn towards that descending sun, the winds of change now at our backs, driving us on as we walk the path along the sea… towards the ever distant horizon.

The discovery was that knowledge does not equal power, as it is famously supposed. Power requires a compromise from pure awareness, to act in the face of incomplete knowledge. To put your energy in that area which you have precisely the least ability to see, the territory hidden in the fog of your warring desires.

And so my world lost its magic. I became mired in the day to day business of survival. The maneuvering of the rational gambler, trying to maximize my returns in the face of uncertainty.

So here I am again, lost in the doldrums. Drifting in the mist. Spending the last of my vision to describe the impasse and I find myself again, as always, at the crossroads… bargaining with the unwritten signposts.